Anonymous asked: I wish I was good enough for you... I wish I knew why you choose her instead of me.... I wish I didn't lay my heart on a silver platter for you... I wish I told you how I really felt when I found out...How I felt like I got stabbed in the chest repeatedly and as if there was something in my stomach clawing its way up my throat. I wish I told how you how much pain I was in when you saw me at school. I hoped that you would hold me and tell me you loved me. I hoped that when you saw my scars that you would understand. I wish I didn't fall as hard as I did for you... I wish that I had slapped you in the face when you tried to kiss me while you were in a relationship with her, I should have slapped you instead of just running away. I wish I didn't harm myself over an asshole like you.
I know how it feels to be in this situation, I feel as though everyone has been through this kind of pain before, so reach out to people that are close to you and talk to them about it, it will help you find closure and make you feel better inside! You didn’t slap them because you are better than that