The words I wish I could have said

Anonymous asked: last night one of my good friends hooked up with my ex that i still realllllyyyyy like. i wish he cared. i wish they both didnt do it

Yeah i know how you feel my ex boyfriend cheated on me with 2 of my bestfriends. It hurts so so bad but you know what eventual the pain goes away. Their true colors came out and now you can move on from both of them

oxox

Anonymous asked: why would you do that to me? i was so young, and you took my innocence. you were supposed to be family, someone i could trust. it took me so long to finally tell someone, and when i did, no one bothered to help. it's been years, now i blame myself.

xox

Anonymous asked: You need to make life better for me mum its terrible and you treat me like shit

xox

Anonymous asked: I was 13 when Sarah Harper was abducted at 11. This was the first time I ever know things like this could happen. We stayed indoors, were very scared. Why do these sick animals do this?

Anonymous asked: I loved you, more than anything, you slept with my my friend and got my friends to lie to me about it. I lost you and all my friends because of this. Did you ever love me like you said you did or were you just wanting a bit on the side? I don't thing you were that good an actor, but you must've been. I wish I could break your heart like you broke mine, make you sick with hate like you did me. I just hope you don't treat others like this.

xoxox

Anonymous asked: when he asked me why i don't talk to him anymore I wish I could of said: When you really love someone, you would do anything, be anyone for that person. Everytime you smile, it makes me so happy. And when we have conversations, they store in my brain, as memories, so that later I can look back and try to figure out what I could of said to make the conversation more interesting. and I hate that. I hate not being good enough. So if we don't talk then I don't have to look back. And it kills me to just be friends. I cant..

Being friends is hard, i think being friends is more self damaging than a relationship can be! I think the way you feel is how most feel, i know for sure i have felt the same way and just once! But you have to know you are good enough just too good for the one you wanted and you deserve better:)

Anonymous asked: Did you ever love me? Was I the cause of your life not turning out how you wanted it to? You had 5 children and only raised 1 of them, why not me? You had so many chances to be in my life and on your terms, so why did you throw it away? If I gave you another chance would I regret it? These are just some of the questions I wish I would've had the courage to ask my Mum.

xoxox

Anonymous asked: I dont think he will ever realize how much I cared, but well i did. Not only did you embarass me but my friends and worst of all my family, you made a joke out of me and i did nothing but love you. Why? How? What made you do this to me.. are all guys assholes like you because if they are I dont think i can take much longer of this pain

It takes time to heal and I know when stuff like this is going on the days seem to last longer than ever before. But what he did to you, he has to live with, not you. So one day life will pick up again and things will look bright for you.. I think this is the perfect song for this situation

xoox

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jYa1eI1hpDE&ob=av2e

Anonymous asked: being friends would be better, right? it would be less painful that way..
but when i see him with someone else, my heart just drops. i can't say anything without wanting to cry. it's hard to fake a smile, but i have to.
I want to have him in my life as a friend rather than not at all...

It could be better, but honestly it could go both ways. It could be the decision you two ever made or it could absolutely tear you apart. You have to know what exactly you want. If it pains you to be friends then you simply cannot be friends, it seems as though it is hard for you to just be friends so maybe  you should really rethink all of your actions.

Anonymous asked: the only thing i regret is not telling him how i still feel.. even tho he broke up with me 3 months ago i still have feeling for him.. but im scared that if i tell him that i still like him, our "friendship" would be ruin.. i'm ok with the whole friendship thing!! its better than being total strangers..

i agree that friendship is better but if it is hurting you to be with him bc you want so much more than dont put yourself through that pain. I think you should give it more time before you tell him.. I think you need more healing time